At work. Bored. Depressed. am also relly pissed off at myslef. I chewed my fingernails today. i havent done that in a looong time. months. oops.

went for a very long run with lauren last night. 8miles. we didnt much feel in the mood so we ran/walked the whole thing. ah well

i suppose it reflects everything in my life atm. its all a half arsed effort.

yesterday i was fine. today i am in a shitty mood. thankfully my boss is off ill and i dont have to deal with her today. yawn.

what the hell now?

ah well, we move house next weekend... and then once we have i will be able to have pets again, so thank goodness for small blessings. in an attempt to boraden my horizons, widen my cirlce of friends (something like that) i have joined a psychology/philosophy discusssion group. i am also going to sign up for art classes/and art group when i can find one.

and find a new job, and start the courses i want to do so that i wont be stuck where i am now for the rest of my life.

i think i need to sleep more :)

hope everyone else is doingwell on the diet/excercise/life front