Current Music: Vangelis - Conquest of Paradise
I have finally got my head back together and am feeling much more relaxed and confident.Regarding the life issue, i have decided that it doesnt matter if i dont know because then a) I am open to suggestions or major changes b)I can go with the flow and see where i end up C the world is my proverbial oyster (i dont actually like oysters but there you go)Reagrding other stuff have decided to take a step back, go with the flow and wait and see. (rest of the life issue really)Basically i am back on form!!! I love being laid back enough to see what happens and take things as they come.Also i dont know what i was so stressed about yesterday, i am content with my life as it is, and dont need to change it immediately... nothing has to happen fast, infact things are better if they develop slowly. I think i am starting to miss home less, had a chat with Marius yesterday and he was in the same position... but he now likes it here. i dont think i was giving it a chance, and what good does hanging onto the past do anyway, its the past. Besides i think i could like it here, infact i already do.So onwards and upwards little rabbitPS I am SO coming into work on tues dressed as a fairy (yes Dot, a fairy, since i will have to come straight from work to halloween drinks) besides letting people think i am weird is so much FUN!Oh and to date i have lost 7 pounds and a total of 8 inches.